We Are All Livingston
Here's an important new book to put on your must-read list: Columbine by Dave Cullen.
An excruciating dissection of every parent, teacher and principal's worst nightmares, the book is the culmination of 10 years' worth of comprehensive research and interviews done mostly on-site in Colorado. Cullen debunks a lot of what most people believe or assume happened at Columbine High School, on April 20, 1999, and leaves us with some uncertainties, speculations and theories about schools, violence, teenagers and the American culture.
So why would an education blogger in a brand-new digital forum begin by writing about--of all things--one of the most ghastly school shooting incidents in history?
Because Columbine High School and Jefferson County bear some similarities to our schools and lives in Livingston County. And because taking schools for granted is our habit. We expect our schools to change very little and to provide a great deal. We believe that school is where our children will find lifelong friends or spouses, where they will participate in soccer, scouting and the Lego League. We hope they will get ready for the future by attending the prom, struggling through trigonometry, and applying for college. Terrible things happen in schools in the city, or some rural state. Not here.
Columbine High School looks a lot like our high schools in Livingston County--about 1700 students, not much ethnic diversity or poverty, parents who generally have a handle on their children's education. How could disaster strike there? What were they doing wrong?
Not much, as it turns out. In fact, one of the most striking themes in Columbine is that school personnel behaved admirably. Not just slain teacher Dave Sanders, who literally laid his life down in the library of Columbine High. Teachers worried about the killers' conduct and writing, met with their parents and guidance counselors--showing concern and willingness to act when the boys showed signs of instability. The principal, Frank DeAngelis, demonstrated consistently intelligent and courageous leadership, grit and humanity--so much that he remains principal at Columbine, a decade later, believing he is still needed to help students have confidence in getting an education there. The story of how the school community rallied to serve kids and their families for years after this unimaginable tragedy is truly inspiring.
So what did happen at Columbine? Cullen thoroughly discredits the myth that the killers were alienated by jocks or part of a "Trench Coat Mafia" cult. Nor were the boys from broken families or dysfunctional, abusive homes. One of the most moving interviews in the book is with a young woman who identifies herself as "Goth," but says she understands why Mr. DeAngelis and her teachers always got along better with student athletes and scholars. It's just the way school has always functioned: the more you buy into the program, the more you get out of it.
In the end, the fact that catastrophic violence happened at Columbine High seems almost random. In the aftermath, local law enforcement officials tried to conceal the fact that parents in the community had repeatedly reported one of the boys for dangerously sadistic behavior. Those complaints were suppressed, for years, as were records of secret meetings and dismantled websites. Churches in Jefferson County tried to use the incident to build their attendance numbers, or to demonize certain groups of young people. And the media immediately begin to shape the narrative for maximum impact--as if a disaster of such proportion needed a new, compelling backstory.
It's the media that I'm interested in. Story-telling shapes the way the public thinks about schools. For more than thirty years, I have studied schools in Livingston County as teacher, parent, taxpayer and graduate scholar in education policy, curriculum and instruction. I've read any number of stories about our schools that focus on urgent minutiae while overlooking the foundational questions: What is school for--what are we hoping to accomplish with this great experiment of free public education for everyone?
Genuine understanding about what matters in education is not found in stories about budget cuts, test scores, winning teams or school board spats (entertaining as those may be). The most important things that happen in our schools often go unremarked or even unnoticed. Until disaster strikes.
One beautiful thread in the Columbine chronicle is Patrick Ireland, a junior at the time of the shootings, known as the "boy in the window." Shot through the brain, he pulled himself, taking three hours, to a second floor library window where he was rescued. Ireland was valedictorian of Columbine's class of 2000. In his commencement address, he noted that Columbine had "made the country aware of the unexpected level of hate and rage that had been hidden in high schools." And then he said this:
"When I fell out the window, I knew somebody would catch me. That's what I need to tell you: that I knew the loving world was there all the time."
The Columbine High School website today is the usual crowded jumble of schedules, events, and information. In the corner, there is a small logo--a delicate columbine flower--with the legend "We are all Columbine." I am looking forward to talking with Livingston County about our schools and our children. We are all Livingston.
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Nancy Flanagan recently retired after 31 years as a K-12 Music specialist in the Hartland schools. She was Michigan Teacher of the Year in 1993, and is a National Board Certified Teacher. Flanagan writes and presents frequently on education issues, and is co-founder of the Network of Michigan Educators. She is music director at St. Paul's Episcopal church in Brighton, and has been pursuing a PhD in Education Policy, without much enthusiasm, while secretly dreaming of a reunion of her 1970s rock band, Freeman Jones.










Loving world
I think one of the reasons that I do what I do is because of this quote that this teenager believed, and that possibly the shooters did not.
"When I fell out the window, I knew somebody would catch me. That's what I need to tell you: that I knew the loving world was there all the time."
I know for a fact that some of them did not feel this love, and with my concerts, I'm hoping to reach to an audience such as this, to give them a safe place to go and blow off steam.
Good read, Nancy.
Will there be a loving world for all
I enjoyed reading this article and feel as if I have a good overview of the book. I must say the contrast between, Ireland, the young boy who knew there was a loving world out there, and Harris, is striking. I wonder if he ever felt a loving world existed. (Was his psychosis chemically based or environmentally based or both?)
I agree we are all Livingston, and I hope we see all children as our precious resources to be nurtured and valued. Even those who are mischievous and maybe don't fit in the norm. And for those with a psychosis - please provide humanity.
Great post
There is that theory that suburban sprawl -- neighborhoods segregated from each other, services attainable only by car -- contributes to feelings of alienation and disconnect. In that respect, most of the country is vulnerable. Of course there has been violence at urban schools, but suburban ones by far have seen a far greater number of tragedies.
Thanks for being part of Livingstontalk.com. Your posts are always thought-provoking.
When Violence Erupts
Thanks, Maria.
When it comes to violence, nobody's immune. Same thing goes for bad behavior-- precocious and disturbing sexual abuse, football teams thinking it's OK to hire a stripper, and so on. Families with resources are simply better at concealing and controlling the damages. In "Columbine," the killers' families approached the distressing symptoms of their sons' violence in different ways: either by reaching out for professional help, or by keeping it covered up. Neither strategy worked.
Maybe there are simply things in the social order that lead kids to hideous violence. One would certainly be alienation. Dave Cullen clearly believes that one of the killers (Harris) was a psychopath, more or less born to do the kinds of things he did. The prognosis on psycopathy (both its origins and treatments) is not good. That's the scariest part of the book--which should be read not as a primer on avoiding school violence, but as a hopeful story. Schools--even infamous schools--do good, and help their students cope and survive.